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Damian MIXTAPE

by American Cutthroat

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1.
Deranged 01:03
I don't think I'm insane But I can't stand being plain They put me in here to change Cause they think I'm deranged They think that it's strange I lock myself inside my house And set it ablaze If I have to live a life without meaning You best believe I will always be scheming To find a way that is more freeing Me staying alive, you must be dreaming I hear voices, see things that are not there Tell me how the fuck living is so fair Wait, tell me after I grab the noose and chair To find a way that is more freeing Me staying alive, you must be dreaming
2.
Verse: I will take my blade I will slit your throat I feel your skin tighten as you loose hope I will surgically remove your skin with a grin I will wear your skin as a suit They will never find me if they think I'm you I feel your skin tighten as you loose hope I will surgically remove your skin with a grin I will wear your skin as a suit They will never find me if they think I'm you Chorus: I don't feel right in the skin I'm in I try and try but I can never win I can't get comfort no matter what I do That's why I cut you open and try to be you Verse: I can't breath at night I try and try to fight You can't convince me that this feeling is right Even in the day I can never see the light Because my skin just feels too tight Become someone else, I just might Chorus: I don't feel right in the skin I'm in I try and try but I can never win I can't get comfort no matter what I do That's why I cut you open and try to be you Bridge: It feels like I'm told I don't belong By the body I had for so long And no I was never strong But I still know that this feeling is wrong I feel them crawling There still crawling Beneath my skin Chorus: I don't feel right in the skin I'm in I try and try but I can never win I can't get comfort no matter what I do That's why I cut you open and try to be you Outro: I feel them crawling There still crawling Beneath my skin I see them as they consume me I guess they will never find my body
3.
Chelsea Grin 02:06
Chorus: I killed her and I'd do it again They never found her, I'd call that win I cut her wide open right below her chin I should have cut her face wide open With a fucking Chelsea grin Verse: Nasty little whore could never keep her mouth shut She would always act surprised when they called her a slut What!? No one can her you with your mouth full of dick The thought of your pussy makes everyone sick Verse: She was a liar, She was a disease She spread her legs for any man that could still breath She was a selfish ratchet whore who no one grieves She was a coward, always pretending to be brave Now that cunt can eat shit in her grave Chorus: I killed her and I'd do it again They never found her, I'd call that win I cut her wide open right below her chin I should have cut her face wide open With a fucking Chelsea grin X2
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Verse: They sent me home Cause they said I was saved They sent me home Cause they said I was cured I took all my meds And I did what they said The world still looks the same And I still feel the same Verse: I'm not motivated and I'm not happy Nothing is at all the way they said it'd be I shut the curtains and rip the cord from the telephone The room stays black and I feel so fucking alone This isn't my home And I feel twice as suicide prone Verse: What did they do to me in there I felt fine before but now I feel insane I'm starting to forget my name Was this all a fucking game They took my life away But what the fuck did they gain Verse: Life is a razor cutting deep into my skin Again and again I can never fucking win Am I cured or am I fucking cursed All I know is I need to quench this thirst Verse: I'm not motivated and I'm not happy Nothing is at all the way they said it'd be I shut the curtains and rip the cord from the telephone The room stays black and I feel so fucking alone This isn't my home And I feel twice as suicide prone Verse: Life is a razor cutting deep into my skin Again and again I can never fucking win Am I cured or am I fucking cursed All I know is I need to quench this thirst Verse: They sent me home Cause they said I was saved They sent me home Cause they said I was cured I took all my meds And I did what they said The world still looks the same And I still feel the same I'm not motivated and I'm not happy Nothing is at all the way they said it'd be
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6.
Release 03:15
Verse: They won't let me out Because I'm a danger to myself and everyone else Fuck I need an escape All this medication I keep forgetting what I'm saying Now I need help So I make friends with the demons under my bed I make friends with the demons inside of my head Verse: Everyday is on repeat, I have no release These white walls are staring at me These ceilings are talking to me Pills are my family until I swallow It's no fucking wonder I'm so god damn hollow X2 Verse: I'm chasing ghost down these halls Reality slips away as the time falls I don't think I'm ever leaving Because it feels like it's been a year It's only been a day, now I'm drenched in fear Verse: They won't let me out Because I'm a danger to myself and everyone else Fuck I need an escape All this medication I keep forgetting what I'm saying Now I need help So I make friends with the demons under my bed I make friends with the demons inside of my head X2
7.
Demon Eyes 01:57
Verse: I can't close my eyes at night In fear of losing sight My phobias grip my life so tight This isn't fucking right This isn't fucking right Demons were once friends in my head Now they want me to die, they wanna see me dead Chorus: I close my eyes, I see demons in my head There griping at my bed I can't stop hearing what they said All this bull shit I was fed I just want to be dead I just want this to end Verse: I cross my heart and hope to die I stick this open cringe into my eye But no matter what I try I can't kill these demons inside The only thing left to do is try to remain calm I'm only along for the ride Chorus: I close my eyes, I see demons in my head There griping at my bed I can't stop hearing what they said All this bull shit I was fed I just want to be dead I just want this to end Bridge: To my demons I'm nothing but a host To this life I am nothing but a ghost Chorus: I close my eyes, I see demons in my head There griping at my bed I can't stop hearing what they said All this bull shit I was fed I just want to be dead I just want this to end Bridge: I take my pills and make a toast Sleep or sanity I don't know what I need most
8.
Underground 02:50
Verse: I'm hearing shapes and I'm seeing sounds It only happens when nobody's around I'm back inside these four white walls Doctors and nurses waiting in the halls I get no letters and nobody calls My stomach doesn't drop, it fucking free falls Chorus: I swear, every time I talk It's like I'm puking out dirt They put me in this jacket So tight, I can feel every bone hurt They buried me above ground But still, I know I will never be found Verse: I awake in random rooms Sleeping in different tombs I want kill the ones that made me this way So I guess I'll have to play along for my stay Wait seamlessly for the perfect opportunity Not too long cause this place is fucking killing me Bridge: I need to plan it out with no mistakes They must pay for what this place takes I will set this place on fire so that no one leaves I want to kill them Bury them deep underground Chorus: I swear, every time I talk It's like I'm puking out dirt They put me in this jacket So tight, I can feel every bone hurt They buried me above ground But still, I know I will never be found Verse: I awake in random rooms Sleeping in different tombs I want kill the ones that made me this way So I guess I'll have to play along for my stay Wait seamlessly for the perfect opportunity Not too long cause this place is fucking killing me Bridge: I need to plan it out with no mistakes They must pay for what this place takes I will set this place on fire so that no one leaves I want to kill them Bury them deep underground
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Verse: I'm watching it burn as it comes to the ground From the outside I hear every sound All the people screaming brings joy to me I've come to terms with my insanity But I am just the psycho they made me But deep down I always knew I was always crazy Verse: The cops brought me in for questioning about a fire The put me in a room they asked me if I'm a liar Then they play the tape of the night prior We watched me commit the crime They looked at me and asked why Turns out I was by myself the whole time Everything was all a vivid dream I don't know what's a lie and what's real life So I slit my own throat with the closest knife Verse: I'm watching it burn as it comes to the ground From the outside I hear every sound All the people screaming brings joy to me I've come to terms with my insanity But I am just the psycho they made me But deep down I always knew I was always crazy X2 Outro: There is no they it's just me I am the psycho I was meant to be
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"Damian" is a concept mixtape that follows the character Damian as he goes in and out of an institution.

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released August 18, 2014

Cover Photography: Sarah Miller

INSTRUMENTAL CREDITS:
1) MattyMcdaddy - Introders - Intro Song ( Metalcore )
2) MattyMcdaddy - Cinnamon Life - Original Song
3) MattyMcdaddy - Rub a Dub Scrub - Intro song ( Original song )
4) MattyMcdaddy - D-U-C-K - Metalcore Instrumental.
5) Dinosaurs Like Guccipants
6) MattyMcdaddy - Instrumetal Productions - XanaX ( Djent Instrumental )
7) Sworn In – Mute
8) MattyMcdaddy - Space Bar - Agile 8 String Djent Original
9) Dinosaurs Like Guccipants – Panic Attack !!!
10) Dinosaurs Like Guccipants – Panic Attack !!!
11) Chelsea Grin - My Damnation - Instrumental Cover

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