Intro:
I am trapped between vices and virtues
In the end which do I choose
No one is ever happy with what they got
Be grateful
Because tomorrow you might not
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Verse:
Every time I take a sip
My filter begins to slip
Ringing out my inner thoughts
As my liver begins to rot
Living life with your vices
Isn't life it's fucking lifeless
I am not all I can be
My soul is fucking empty
I am selfish and flawed
But I still don't need god
Chorus:
Everywhere I go, this black cloud follows me
It pulls to me like gravity
Marking me, for everyone to see
That I have fucked up constantly
This isn't life, this isn't real
I need you to tell me how to feel
This is a story, this is a dream
Nothing is ever what it seems
Save me from myself
Save me from myself
Verse:
I live like I have something to prove to myself
How can I overcome myself
I thought I was better then this
How do I discover my own bliss
With every swig I take
I make far more then one mistake
I can't control myself
Let alone my actions
I can see my life
Dividing into fractions
I can see in my family
Whisky just makes us angry
Chorus:
Everywhere I go, this black cloud follows me
It pulls to me like gravity
Marking me, for everyone to see
That I have fucked up constantly
This isn't life, this isn't real
I need you to tell me how to feel
This is a story, this is a dream
Nothing is ever what it seems
Verse:
But it makes me feel free
Freedom from the world
That surrounds me
I know one day I will make the choice
Between freedom and family
I know now more then ever
Family is everything to me
Because family brings me safety
And this bottles fucking empty
For every step forward
I take two steps back
I get hung up on the things I lack
Every sip, every swig
Helps me to forget
I'm trying to learn
Not to live in regret
I hold myself up to the mirror
I am a coward
Closer
Who runs from everything
When I look in to the mirror
I don't see anything
I smash my fist through the glass
My lacerations may not last
But my demons will never pass
Will never pass
Chicago deathcore outfit Into the Silo torch everything in sight on this searing new LP with riffs that will leave bruises. Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 21, 2022