I am so angry
I try to let it build up inside me
But my self-control comes with a fee
It builds and builds till it bursts free
And seeks vengeance on everyone I see
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I don't want you to worry
the darkness deep inside me
Is something I'll try to never let you see
So I eat my words
Swallow my feelings
All this to stop you from leaving
With you feels like I'm dreaming
Without you I won't be living
I struggle everyday
To control my thoughts
Tricking myself
To change what I'm thinking
In hopes that one day
It all stops
I'm sorry that I am never sorry
When my temper evolves in to fury
There is no way to stop me
I'm bleeding without clotting
But the wall never looks as bad
As the hand I used break it
The sight of my own blood
Is the only thing that seems to calm me
So I eat my words
Swallow my feelings
All this to stop you from leaving
With you feels like I'm dreaming
Without you I won't be living
I struggle everyday
To control my thoughts
Tricking myself
To change what I'm thinking
In hopes that one day
It all stops
I eat my words
I eat my thoughts
I eat my feelings
Something I never
Expect you to do
I do it because
I love you
Forgive me
For everything
I put you through
So I eat my words
Swallow my feelings
All this to stop you from leaving
With you feels like I'm dreaming
Without you I won't be living
I struggle everyday
To control my thoughts
Tricking myself
To change what I'm thinking
In hopes that one day
It all stops
Chicago deathcore outfit Into the Silo torch everything in sight on this searing new LP with riffs that will leave bruises. Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 21, 2022